I close my eyes with hopes upon opening them the horror will vanish......Nope, there it is right in front of me taunting, laughing, pushing, crashing and there's nothing I can do.
The fear breaks my spirit and weighs me down, picks me up and spins me round. Pulls me here, kicks me there. What do I do?
My friend used his sheet, another took pills. The things I've seen may give you chills.
But I push on and push on. Who cares though? I'm just another inmate is what we're told daily.
I keep hearing believe in God and He will save me. I believe and don't feel saved. I breathe but my heart is full of rage.
Things are different here for me trapped in this little cage.
MAN REALITY SUCKS!
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Keep your mind focused on your creator never allow the devil to steal your joy. Understand what is surrounding you and don't allow it to destroy you nor your faith. At times it may feel like you have been forgotten or even casted away, but our lord is always on time. Praying for you!
This was deep John. We love you and we always will!! GOD has a plan for your life I strongly believe that!
Thanks for the awareness. I'm sure where you are can be a dark place sometimes. Keep looking up. God has and never will leave you. ❤